Monday Exhaustion
I have no idea why, but I am exhausted. Since the morning I have been yawning and I am sure I slept enough in the weekend. From the beginning of the day, there were tons of things to do and in the end I achieved so little. The phone rang non stop with small requests that not always made sense, and yet had to get done.
I so dislike when such a day happens... you wonder where did time go and if you did anything at all.
PS. Und inswischen ich gebe mir die Mühe über die Menschen die in der Nähe sind mich zu kümmern und mit dennen Zeit zu verbringen wenn eigentlich ihnnen ist es egal ob ich da bin oder nicht. Ich bin total müde von das Fragen ob sie was unternehmen wollen oder nicht, wenn die Antwort ist immer das gleiche: Sie haben zu viel zu tun und haben kein Lust...
Morgen Frankreich. Fast vorbei (Got sei dank!).
I so dislike when such a day happens... you wonder where did time go and if you did anything at all.
PS. Und inswischen ich gebe mir die Mühe über die Menschen die in der Nähe sind mich zu kümmern und mit dennen Zeit zu verbringen wenn eigentlich ihnnen ist es egal ob ich da bin oder nicht. Ich bin total müde von das Fragen ob sie was unternehmen wollen oder nicht, wenn die Antwort ist immer das gleiche: Sie haben zu viel zu tun und haben kein Lust...
Morgen Frankreich. Fast vorbei (Got sei dank!).
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posted by M at 6:11 PM
3 Comments:
Hi,
I know what you mean with these small groups...but have you ever thought that people you would like to call friends just don't want you in the group....maybe they just pretend they like you but in real they dislike you..
Hahaha... Have thought about these kind of things many times.
At school I became a master of the small groups against each other and pretending I like someone, or pushing someone away without them knowing they bother you. Oh elementary school!
Nevertheless, this is not the case, I know who to call my friends, and who not.
Not everyone has to like everyone, that is a simple life fact.
To my experience and maybe by coincidence I don't like the people that dislike me in the first place. I can live in peace with that and with the fact that we simply don't click.
Sometimes you also have to learn how to be friends with the person you dislike because he or she is friend of your friends and that is also a part of becoming more mature.
Disliking someone doesn't mean you cannot have a good time with them and others, or that you have to tag a person as "I dont like him/her" and never try to find the connection points because of the differences you can't forget.
Sometimes the people that bother you initially end up being your good friends if you open the window for that.
I assume that with such a comment you have experienced this as well.
Have you had though, lot's of fun on a large group of cool people and for different circumstances the group parts and it is hard to get it all together again? If you have this, you will miss it. Even more if you know in about one month, the entire group will part to different places of the world and it will be very hard to be all together again. And therefore you try to make the best use of the time you have left.
20 amazing and smart people sharing a life together for one intense year, that is something not many experience.
Also often the people you dislike are people exactly like you, maybe that is the crash point. Some more food for thought...
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