Hardcore
It is getting hardcore... Let's summarize the facts that bring me to such a statement:
1. AGING - I just realized I am pretty much 26. It is already 8 years since I started travelling and left home to do things my own way. I was 18 by then.
2. MARRIAGE AND KIDS - Ever since my classmates from Mexico discovered Facebook the only updates I get are weddings and baby pictures. Come on... even the little girl I used to push on the swings has a baby. I am considering to get one of those class pictures and do the cliche of putting a red X on their faces until I am the only single left. Of course my first boyfriend is married, and the one after, and the one after. All married.
3. SCARY - I am not in a hurry. I am not even close to any of the mentioned above, the most serious demonstration of concern around the matter I could have is that I am writing this post. So why does it occur? Famous quote of an ex comes to mind, while giving me lame excuses for what I already knew: I don't want to change my diapers when I am old. Yeah, me neither, and that's why I think about these things.
So what are my concerns? Well... besides having "meaningful thoughts and conversations" every now and then with people that will shake me off my lethargy caused by a terrible regularity in life since I left AI my concerns are (in contrast to ground a family):
1. Buying a ticket to Budapest to see Zsolt in end of December.
2. Buying a ticket to Zürich to visit PK in end January or February.
3. Buying a ticket to Galway.
4. Picking up my tickets to see Bonobo on Saturday.
5. Getting a set of winter make up in Brown Thomas, if not Mac then Clinique or Givenchy.
7. Getting a smoke.
8. Going to the party of the cute dude in the office.
9. Think of a new place to go in case I want to leave Ireland.
10. Put my CV in the market and see my price.
11. Get sleepy so I can work tomorrow (fake, not slightly concerned about sleep although tomorrow I will be dead).
Not even close uh? Anyways... I will get married and have children whenever I grow up and get a slight clue o what to do with my mobile and changing existence... Don't hold your breath (specially you mum!).
1. AGING - I just realized I am pretty much 26. It is already 8 years since I started travelling and left home to do things my own way. I was 18 by then.
2. MARRIAGE AND KIDS - Ever since my classmates from Mexico discovered Facebook the only updates I get are weddings and baby pictures. Come on... even the little girl I used to push on the swings has a baby. I am considering to get one of those class pictures and do the cliche of putting a red X on their faces until I am the only single left. Of course my first boyfriend is married, and the one after, and the one after. All married.
3. SCARY - I am not in a hurry. I am not even close to any of the mentioned above, the most serious demonstration of concern around the matter I could have is that I am writing this post. So why does it occur? Famous quote of an ex comes to mind, while giving me lame excuses for what I already knew: I don't want to change my diapers when I am old. Yeah, me neither, and that's why I think about these things.
So what are my concerns? Well... besides having "meaningful thoughts and conversations" every now and then with people that will shake me off my lethargy caused by a terrible regularity in life since I left AI my concerns are (in contrast to ground a family):
1. Buying a ticket to Budapest to see Zsolt in end of December.
2. Buying a ticket to Zürich to visit PK in end January or February.
3. Buying a ticket to Galway.
4. Picking up my tickets to see Bonobo on Saturday.
5. Getting a set of winter make up in Brown Thomas, if not Mac then Clinique or Givenchy.
7. Getting a smoke.
8. Going to the party of the cute dude in the office.
9. Think of a new place to go in case I want to leave Ireland.
10. Put my CV in the market and see my price.
11. Get sleepy so I can work tomorrow (fake, not slightly concerned about sleep although tomorrow I will be dead).
Not even close uh? Anyways... I will get married and have children whenever I grow up and get a slight clue o what to do with my mobile and changing existence... Don't hold your breath (specially you mum!).
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