Life in my veins

It is interesting how only a few weeks afterwards, you wonder if it all happened or you just thought it did. The passion is a vague memory, the dreams and the plans are something that was almost part of your imagination. You know there was love as the scars are left. The pain, the sadness is a vivid… memory that also starts fading away. That’s what reminds you that it did happen. That it was amazing until it wasn’t. It is a note that tells you… there is not such a thing as “happily ever after”, but there is “as long as it lasts”.

So after another amazing weekend, the second one that makes me feel life is running in my veins after a while of emptiness, I thought I’d remember times of numbness and sadness, just to feel life more alive. Alive as ever and remembering those good things come to those who wait, and that good things are hard to get, but they worth struggling.

We don’t know if there is tomorrow, but there is now.